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Ok so im procrastinating....but I got sick of writing my paper.
I'm also IMing Joe at the moment, so I have plenty of things taking up my time insead of writing this paper.
I have been sick with some kinda cold/flu/cough thing since Thanksgiving. I didn't get a full blown cold, but I had the sniffles and the sore throat, so I OD'd on the Vitamin C and Zinc. I thought I got rid of the bug before it actually got to fully produce in my system, but I had this on and off sore throat between then and now. And not to mention this crazy nasty cough I always get after a cold. Everyone has blamed me for getting them sick, and I always said noooo I'm not sick, I never got sick!!! But obviously I did. My sore throat has been horrible the past 3 days, I've been almost in tears because of it. I finally gave in and went to the doctor.
Today I was at the doctor and he tested me for strep throat but it came up negative, so i probably have some kind of throat infection. Yuck. He said I could have mono, and if the medicine he gave me doesn't cure me, its probably mono. That would be the worst thing EVER. Mono!!!!! NOOOOOO. Well chances are I don't I'm figuring. I am extremely exhausted today and that's one of the things that mono is.
Dude...if I have mono, Joe will be sick with it too. And like my whole family. And like all my friends. If I have mono, everyone will hate me and have mono too. I won't have a life becuase my family will disown me, my boyfriend will break up with me and my friends will stop talking to me.
I don't think I'm going to go to winter camp either. It's just a huge mixture of things going on in my life that made me come up with this conclusion. I have had finals this week, which is extremely draining, then right after that is Christmas and then right after that, if I go, would be Winter Camp, then New Years Eve. This means no rest for me until January 1st. And if I'm sick like this, I will not want to have a completely booked schedule. I won't be able to survive. I need time to chill, slow my life down, relax and be with my friends. All of my friends are in town, and I'm going to be busy with all this crazy shit until after New Years!?? That's just bogus.
Plus, Asia's not going to winter camp and most of the staff is CIT's. Sorry, I like the CIT's and all, but my real friends at camp were not the CIT's. I want to see people like Asia, Nyna, Criel, Melissa, Mary Ellen, Lauren R., Richy, Shaun, Bryn, Jen and such. Given, that most of those are foreigners, but still! Those are the people I got close with at camp. And the other people that I got close with, like Mel, Jason and Kristen, I just saw at the overnight and if i really really really wanted to see them, I can see them whenever I want and I talk to Mel and Jason all the time. Of course I miss them, but I don't miss them like some of the other staff.
Well i better be getting back to my paper, its 5:00am.
I'm also IMing Joe at the moment, so I have plenty of things taking up my time insead of writing this paper.
I have been sick with some kinda cold/flu/cough thing since Thanksgiving. I didn't get a full blown cold, but I had the sniffles and the sore throat, so I OD'd on the Vitamin C and Zinc. I thought I got rid of the bug before it actually got to fully produce in my system, but I had this on and off sore throat between then and now. And not to mention this crazy nasty cough I always get after a cold. Everyone has blamed me for getting them sick, and I always said noooo I'm not sick, I never got sick!!! But obviously I did. My sore throat has been horrible the past 3 days, I've been almost in tears because of it. I finally gave in and went to the doctor.
Today I was at the doctor and he tested me for strep throat but it came up negative, so i probably have some kind of throat infection. Yuck. He said I could have mono, and if the medicine he gave me doesn't cure me, its probably mono. That would be the worst thing EVER. Mono!!!!! NOOOOOO. Well chances are I don't I'm figuring. I am extremely exhausted today and that's one of the things that mono is.
Dude...if I have mono, Joe will be sick with it too. And like my whole family. And like all my friends. If I have mono, everyone will hate me and have mono too. I won't have a life becuase my family will disown me, my boyfriend will break up with me and my friends will stop talking to me.
I don't think I'm going to go to winter camp either. It's just a huge mixture of things going on in my life that made me come up with this conclusion. I have had finals this week, which is extremely draining, then right after that is Christmas and then right after that, if I go, would be Winter Camp, then New Years Eve. This means no rest for me until January 1st. And if I'm sick like this, I will not want to have a completely booked schedule. I won't be able to survive. I need time to chill, slow my life down, relax and be with my friends. All of my friends are in town, and I'm going to be busy with all this crazy shit until after New Years!?? That's just bogus.
Plus, Asia's not going to winter camp and most of the staff is CIT's. Sorry, I like the CIT's and all, but my real friends at camp were not the CIT's. I want to see people like Asia, Nyna, Criel, Melissa, Mary Ellen, Lauren R., Richy, Shaun, Bryn, Jen and such. Given, that most of those are foreigners, but still! Those are the people I got close with at camp. And the other people that I got close with, like Mel, Jason and Kristen, I just saw at the overnight and if i really really really wanted to see them, I can see them whenever I want and I talk to Mel and Jason all the time. Of course I miss them, but I don't miss them like some of the other staff.
Well i better be getting back to my paper, its 5:00am.