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[monikkka]

i am sorry that i have squashed your innocent and genuine feelings of being excited. i have to remember that it is your first time and that i have done this a million times...i am really not that stressed out about the situation but i can tell that you are, please worry not.....i love you more than you know or think you know and i hold you dear to my heart.....the fact of the matter is i am not ready and i do not feel confortable wasting money--i know right now that sucks but i feel like you will understand sooner rather than later----we shouldnt force anything and our feelings should be mutual when dealing with the next 12 months of each others lives

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<3 much love sweetheart