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Most people would think that i would be happy with my grades and my Sats and my extraciricculars (i dont think i spelled that right) but i feel like no matter what i do i wont be good enough. I dont compare my self to my sister but i think my dad does, and i kno that im different but its really hard when she comes home with straight A+s on her report card and i come home with Bs. She does great in everything that she does, and do alright..I kno its stupid i shouldnt let it bother me but i feel like i will never measure up. I wont be good enough i wont do well enough. I feel like ive screwed myself over and now there is nothing to do but wait and see the next thing i screw up. Everything she does or attempts she succeeds whether its school or looking for a job or trying out for something, me i get rejected, or dont do well
Its stupid i kno....
Its stupid i kno....