DRAMA x 100

[monikapl85]

yo so much shit has been happening lately. i don't even know where to begin. Let's start with the male situation. luis (as i found out today) is mad at me, but says he isn't but i can tell he is. last night, i was hanging out with Natalie, the other Luis, and Andres. Lou calls Natalie and is like yo wut r u doin? and natalie says im hangin out with blah blah and blah. so we finish chillin, i got home like @ 8. and then he calls me at 9, and is like yo u wanna chill. and i really wasnt feelin it, and i was just like nah imma stay home tonight. i call him today, he picks up the phone n right away says "wut do u want". i was like damn its like that nigga. and he goes like yea, ya niggas played me out last nite, but it's all good...u n natalie were hangin out with andres n the other nigga n ya didnt even come get me. i was like umm...no i neva played u out. i was HOME when u called me to chill....and WHILE me nat and the other niggas were hangin out, Lou never called me. he called natalie, so i assumed he wanted to chill wit her, n not me. i asked him on the phone, yo r u mad at me. he said nah i have no reason to be mad at u, you're not my girl. i was like ok. ur pissed off then. and i just said call me when ur done bein mad at me. and it ended at that. yo, mad drama for no damn reason. he really things imma wait on him hand n foot to chill wit him. like he said, i am NOT his girl and i dont have to answer to his every fuckin call. i just hate that i feel bad. i was talkin to natalie and i was just like yo i dont wanna chill wit him no more, and she was like thats a good decision. i agree wit her n all, but i still feel bad for some reason. a little part of me is like aww i feel sorry for him. but then again, i dont feel sorry for him cuz he got like 3 bitches every nite he's not with me! wutever man~ me n andres were in my car just talkin n listening to music, and andres was just like yo be careful wit lou, he prolly fuck all of brooklyn already.lol. its prolly tru tho. i wouldnt doubt it. so amanda, i kno u will be happy to read that i am finally done messin with luis. he just adds so much UN-necessary stress in my life, and i'm just better off without him. you were right from the beginning about him.....he is no good, unemployed, and just a loser and someone that i really am too good for. i dont mean to sound conceited but it's true. im goin to college, workin and still doin me. he has nothing goin for him. so AMANDA, thank you for letting me make my own mistakes and finding out for myself what a loser he really is. i just wish i can find someone better, and i want them NOW. lol. i just hate being alone, and i guess that is my biggest weakness.

please feel free to leave a comment, i need to be consoled right now. <3