wishful thinking
My dad has always told me that everything will work out ok, and it's totally true. In every hard time of my life, he was told me this; that i shouldn't worry too much about it, let it go, and let the knot be untangled. It seems like such a cop-out, that life will fix itself, but it's true. i love that.
i think things are going to work out ok. it won't be a utopia or anything, but it'll be good none-the-less. I come to grips with some stuff and am ready to move on. one certain topic of contemplation has left me to realize that I am kinda messed up. when i like someone, and they show that they like me back, i somehow freak out and don't like them any more. I don't think i have ever liked a guy constantly. I'm not saying that annoyance factor in, but i have never had a constant underlying feeling of "like"....I kinda wonder why that is.
when it comes to ghandi, i think the starvation is getting to him and he will die. This makes me want to die as well, but i'll just keep on trucking. ghandi had to die sooner or later....god i'll miss em. that all, peace
~kt~
ghandi is not my dad
i think things are going to work out ok. it won't be a utopia or anything, but it'll be good none-the-less. I come to grips with some stuff and am ready to move on. one certain topic of contemplation has left me to realize that I am kinda messed up. when i like someone, and they show that they like me back, i somehow freak out and don't like them any more. I don't think i have ever liked a guy constantly. I'm not saying that annoyance factor in, but i have never had a constant underlying feeling of "like"....I kinda wonder why that is.
when it comes to ghandi, i think the starvation is getting to him and he will die. This makes me want to die as well, but i'll just keep on trucking. ghandi had to die sooner or later....god i'll miss em. that all, peace
~kt~
ghandi is not my dad