Oct 08, 2007 13:30
Yes, I am finally making changes in my life. My last day here will be Oct, 19th.
Looking forward to meeting people of depth and making new friends and joining a co-op and sisterhood once I get there. I've already been invited to attend "circle". I can't wait.
Change is scary and yes, I am scared of the unknown and failure, but I am staying positive and remembering what I am leaving behind.... (NOTHING!) and what awaits me.....( NEW EXPERIENCES! and cool eclectic people and events.
There is a part of me that thinks about saying goodbye to some folks, a desert man I knew once, another man I thought I knew once, but perhaps there is no sense in saying goodbye. I don't think my leaving matters to anyone, but me, and I am not mourning the loss of what I had, but rather what I wanted to have~. Maybe it's just better to move on and make a better life. That is the best way to let go of what was, what never emerged and what will never be~
Here's to growth, my growth... Time to spread my wings, been caged too too long.