Like a dream, you disappeared.
Every time I attempt to start writing in this live journal, I do for a couple of days, and then stop for months.
I think I'll try to update as much as possible. Which will, in reality, turn out the same way.
Tonight I read a lot of my old posts, it got me thinking.
Ever get that way, where you think about nothing and everything at the same time?
Everything you want, and everything you've lost?
Now I am starting to realize, that I've been in this [not exact] but incredibly similar situation before; It still hurts, all the same.
In all honesty, I don't know how I am hurt, or why.
Knowing these things will happen over and over again, should teach a person that it just isn't worth the fuss, but I still love going back, or forward, into the same situations, because for a time they will always make me happy.
The downfall is, that's only for a time, not forever.
Sometimes, I think too much.
<3
I think I'll try to update as much as possible. Which will, in reality, turn out the same way.
Tonight I read a lot of my old posts, it got me thinking.
Ever get that way, where you think about nothing and everything at the same time?
Everything you want, and everything you've lost?
Now I am starting to realize, that I've been in this [not exact] but incredibly similar situation before; It still hurts, all the same.
In all honesty, I don't know how I am hurt, or why.
Knowing these things will happen over and over again, should teach a person that it just isn't worth the fuss, but I still love going back, or forward, into the same situations, because for a time they will always make me happy.
The downfall is, that's only for a time, not forever.
Sometimes, I think too much.
<3