Valentines day
oooo its valentines day tomorrow and for the first time ever i am actually looking forward to it. Craig is taking me out to dinner at Harrys! I feel mean as i am maxed out cash wise so cant buy him anything, but i have made him a card which i hope he likes. Things have been going so well with us im in shock, im still waiting for something to come up and spoil it all- in honesty that will prob end up being my paranoia or something similar. I hope i dont spoil things this time round as I really care for him a great deal,more than i'd like to admit out loud. I feel a bit jinxed and unlucky in relationships which sucks. Im glad this is just moving along slowly and isnt all crazy. There is still loads we dont know about each other and I cant wait to find it all out, at the same time it still seems all a bit too soon right now, and i dont want to risk bringing stuff up that hurts too much on either side. Who knows what will happen tomorrow though........