im bored out of my mind...
im at my uncle jose's house because he is the only person whose internet i could use and that worked. i tried getting away this afternoon but my grandma insisted that she could drive me wherever. so when i told her my plan of going to the office she freaked and told me i was crazy for even thinking of something like that. apparently she thinks i will be attacked inside a small 4 story office building in which i would lock all the doors behind me, she thinks im still a baby and cant take care of myself. after convincing her to drive me to my uncles, she yelled at me the entire way there saying that i have no common sense and that i am 'una boba'. and then my family wonders why i get sad and want to leave miami everytime i come. its not so fun being told you are stupid and dumb every single day and then yelling at you for not doing every little thing absolutely perfect, not like when they do something its any better.
i want to go home. i want to go be with my friends. i miss soosh. i miss being treated like i have some common sense.
when i was little, i got shipped over here cuz my mom couldnt take care of me in new jersey. then when we were in new york, i got shipped out here as soon as summer began and did not return home til school started. at that time, i liked coming cuz i got to go to the beach and got to do stuff i couldnt do in new york. when we moved to az, it got better cuz my brother was born, so this time my mom would ship us both over w/ a nanny. at the end of my freshmen yr, i took summer school so we didnt have to go to miami til july, i was so happy. but by the third week of july i would start bawling and would get really sick and be miserable for a weekend in which i did not go outside for a weekend. this summer tho, i have been having my moments where i want to lock myself in a room and not come out,
already.
and its only july 11th. which means if i follow schedule, i should begin bawling and wanting to dissappear in ohh.. a few days. joy.
this weekend we took the kids to a company picnic in atlanta. we stayed at the marriot. i snuck out both nights and smoked until it hurt me to breathe in anything else. there were some drunk guys roaming the hotel, very funny. i got in the elevator n they were stumbling in, attempting but not succeeding put together some words to make a sentence. very amusing, i went back up to the room and found all the kids asleep on beds, i was scared they were gonna tear up the room and break everything. surprisingly, everything was unharmed.
only 12 days til my momma comes n then 13 til i get set free!! altho the family that thinks im incompetent will go too, i will be free in the republica dominicana!!! im soooo excited.................only 13 days!!!
i want to go home. i want to go be with my friends. i miss soosh. i miss being treated like i have some common sense.
when i was little, i got shipped over here cuz my mom couldnt take care of me in new jersey. then when we were in new york, i got shipped out here as soon as summer began and did not return home til school started. at that time, i liked coming cuz i got to go to the beach and got to do stuff i couldnt do in new york. when we moved to az, it got better cuz my brother was born, so this time my mom would ship us both over w/ a nanny. at the end of my freshmen yr, i took summer school so we didnt have to go to miami til july, i was so happy. but by the third week of july i would start bawling and would get really sick and be miserable for a weekend in which i did not go outside for a weekend. this summer tho, i have been having my moments where i want to lock myself in a room and not come out,
already.
and its only july 11th. which means if i follow schedule, i should begin bawling and wanting to dissappear in ohh.. a few days. joy.
this weekend we took the kids to a company picnic in atlanta. we stayed at the marriot. i snuck out both nights and smoked until it hurt me to breathe in anything else. there were some drunk guys roaming the hotel, very funny. i got in the elevator n they were stumbling in, attempting but not succeeding put together some words to make a sentence. very amusing, i went back up to the room and found all the kids asleep on beds, i was scared they were gonna tear up the room and break everything. surprisingly, everything was unharmed.
only 12 days til my momma comes n then 13 til i get set free!! altho the family that thinks im incompetent will go too, i will be free in the republica dominicana!!! im soooo excited.................only 13 days!!!