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It turns out Stackhouse reads my Xanga. That makes me feel terrible, as I have said things there I don't necessarily mean and/or they can come across wrong. Also, no one else that reads that thing has ever really had anything nice to say about him - except maybe Lauren.
I feel bad for the kid. Mainly because I am my mother - as much as I dont want to be. He was talking to me, telling me his problems, saying he felt lost and confused and I just watned to fix it. And honestly, I could fix it but that isnt something I should do and Im not sure if its something I want to do.
What makes me feel the worst is that I am happy.
It's true. I am generally happy with my life and where I stand in it. Weird, I know.
I want him to be happy too, but Im not going to sacrafice myself for it. We'll see how all this pans out - it should be interesting.
I feel bad for the kid. Mainly because I am my mother - as much as I dont want to be. He was talking to me, telling me his problems, saying he felt lost and confused and I just watned to fix it. And honestly, I could fix it but that isnt something I should do and Im not sure if its something I want to do.
What makes me feel the worst is that I am happy.
It's true. I am generally happy with my life and where I stand in it. Weird, I know.
I want him to be happy too, but Im not going to sacrafice myself for it. We'll see how all this pans out - it should be interesting.