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[mongoosepie]

i never thought this would happen. i feel completely shattered.
everything is so uncertain.
i'm holding onto hope and i'm holding onto being able to become a better person because of this.
this is unlike any other pain i've experienced. everything has been wiped clean.
relationships have ended before
but this was not like my previous relationships
this was real. it was good. it was real.
i feel so lost.