I just want to live and let live.
I dont care about all of this drama between me and April. I want everyone to leave her and I alone about it, mainly her. She doesnt deserve to be harassed about this. It is her life, let her live it how she wants.
She deserves to be happy just like anyone else does.
I'm over it. I want to be happy, I know she wants to be happy. I dont care about relationships right now, I just want to live. I want all my friends back.
I talked to Greg tonight on AIM about how I think most, if not all of my friendships are falling apart and are bound to break sometime if nothing is done.
All of my friendships have lost a lot of meaning, it feels like I've put a large burden on them constantly and I just dont get the same vibe from them.
One friendship that I will always miss and will never be the same is that of April. It's cool that we are able to stay friends, sorta. I know she'll never look at me the same way as she used to (when we were just friends), I've ruined one of my best friendships. It really sucks but it's not going to change.
Anyway, I'm just trying to live my life now. Today was a decent day, man it feels good to say that again. :)
She deserves to be happy just like anyone else does.
I'm over it. I want to be happy, I know she wants to be happy. I dont care about relationships right now, I just want to live. I want all my friends back.
I talked to Greg tonight on AIM about how I think most, if not all of my friendships are falling apart and are bound to break sometime if nothing is done.
All of my friendships have lost a lot of meaning, it feels like I've put a large burden on them constantly and I just dont get the same vibe from them.
One friendship that I will always miss and will never be the same is that of April. It's cool that we are able to stay friends, sorta. I know she'll never look at me the same way as she used to (when we were just friends), I've ruined one of my best friendships. It really sucks but it's not going to change.
Anyway, I'm just trying to live my life now. Today was a decent day, man it feels good to say that again. :)