My Rose is alive!! Last night I finally heard from her through IM; the relief I felt was so intense. I love this woman so much!! I need her as I have never needed anyone before in my life. Even now as sick as she is she does her best to make me laugh... to make me happy. My friend
jrabbity is right, I must keep my spirits up for Rose, it's not right that she must care for me now.
I love my sweet lady more than life itself, a fact that she apparently knows all to well:
dimple_zg (6:08:55 PM): I love you ..
tmongoo (6:09:10 PM): hmmmm do I love you... let me think.......
tmongoo (6:09:48 PM): I love you with all my heart!!!!!!!
tmongoo (6:09:18 PM): were you worried???
dimple_zg (6:10:00 PM): no
tmongoo (6:10:30 PM): You are sooooo cute!!!
dimple_zg (6:11:00 PM): seriously ! I know that you love me..even if you say that you don't ..I won't believe you !
She right of course, I could never stop loving her and never will stop loving her. I know that her condition gets worse and I can't stop worrying about her. If I could trade my health for her illness I would do so gladly. I read somewhere that "love means someone else's life becomes far more precious to you than your own". If this is love then I love Rose more deeply than I can ever tell her. Her life, her happiness are all that I want from this life.