3 Angst in a row

May 25, 2011 22:21

Title: Cause I'm so into you (Hedley)
Angst, Romance

What are you doing to me?
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is knowing
That I'll never follow through

Those… “I love you Hyukkie!”… Those “I care for you Hyukkie!” and those “I’m so sorry Hyukkie…”

Why did I let you ruined everything? Why did I let you enter my heart and stab it a hundred times?

Why Hae? Why?

You're slowly killing me
And I wish it wasn't true
Cause I'm so into you

“But Hyukkie, I… I don’t love you…”

“But Hae… Why… W-why did you make me fall in love with you?”

… Even more?

Like a ton of bricks it hit me
And woke me from this dream
No matter how hard I tried to wash my hands
I could never get 'em clean

I shouldn’t have. Now, my heart can’t seem to beat for anyone anymore. It was already broken and shattered. It was all but a frozen heart now.

I should have stop thinking about you. I should stop pretending that everything will turn out fine one day. I should have done it the soonest possible so I still can save my dying heart, loving you until death brings me down.

Can you hear me?
Cause I can't change what I'll always be

Fine. I should stop loving you already… and instead I will just hate you. And forever I will. Remember that Hae. Always remember that.

But damn it! Why can’t I let my heart promise that? Why does my heart can't stop loving you?

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Title: You said I give you Butterflies (Stereo)
Angst

When I'm beside you it's enough to blow my mind
I heard you whisper that you wanted to be mine
And I was always hoping that I could find someone like you (someone like you)
The way you take my hand and the way you touch my face
It got me thinking that I don't wanna be no other place
It got me thinking that I have felt someone like you (someone like you)

I was happy. I was. Loving me the way I love you is enough for me already. It’s like I can die anytime soon. My love for you is overflowing and I want to share it to the whole world.

I have Lee Donghae for myself. I OWN Lee Donghae. I WON him.

I thought I couldn’t win him over. I thought I wasn’t good enough for him. But he chose me instead of a hunk Siwon and his English friend Chance, his scary-sweet Heechul Hyung and his dog, bada.

He turned down all of them just to be with me. Who wouldn’t be happy with that?

But it ain't like that
Lets turn the time back
To when you told me you had to take your heart back
You had me waiting
Anticipating
Everything we could've been

A wet, pale face, tears, shaky lips, red eyes, puffed cheeks and a shattered heart.

Why take those words back? Why you suddenly change your heart? Why do you have to leave me soaking in the rain alone here in the dark?

You said I gave you butterflies
Then you flew out of my life, baby
Butterflies
Then you flew out of my life

You said you love me… You said I’m the only one. You said there would be no one else but me.

You said… I gave your heart a heart attack…

You said… were all but stupid lies.

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Title: Before Yesterday (U-Kiss)

Before yesterday was like every other day. With you, within my reach, holding you tight, kissing your forehead goodnight, and making love to you in the night.

Before yesterday, everything was still okay. Hearing you laugh in front of the television, eating with you at lunch, cuddling you on the love seat and tickling you until you say: ‘Stop it! I can’t breathe anymore Hyukkie!’

Before yesterday, my love was still in my heart, but right now it was all gone in a blink of an eye. You leave me without saying goodbye, damn you for making me cry.

Before yesterday, I died. I just hope the next day will be alright, cuddling myself in the dark, without you by my side...

Without you in my heart… anymore… I guess it will not be bad after all.

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A/N: please don't throw crumpled tissues on me... it's just my mind teared up the time i was writing these 3 angst... so don't blame me for being so bad in making Eunhyuk's heart ache... ne? Comments are LOVED!

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