Dec 31, 2004 01:19
Okay, I haven't posted anything even relatively reflective in a while, and I feel obligated to say something New Yearsy. Thus, this entry.
This past year has been...I'm not sure. Lots of things have happened in my life and just in the world that make it really hard to classify the last twelve months as any one thing. Still, I can absolutely say I've changed. I'm not sure exactly how or if it's for better or worse, but I've changed. My values have solidified into some that are certainly different from before, my general view of the world has shifted - if nothing else, my hair is shorter (ha ha...). I seriously think I have some of the best friends I've ever had right now, and I hope that they remain my friends far beyond the next year. I know this whole year-end thing is really cliche and corny, but I'm still going to keep going.
I'm not sure what to expect for 2005. Of course I'm excited to graduate and all that, but I'm not sure what else. I've figured out that things really aren't worth anticipating sometimes because they either turn out differently or don't have the effect you were planning for. Umm, I guess I just hope things will work out in general. But at the same time, I'm sure things won't, because there's always something wrong. Whatever. It's the new year. It's new; it's not necessarily anything else.
Any thoughts?