Mar 14, 2008 03:33
I'm pissed at the Wash.
I'm annoyed with many of my friends here on several different levels.
The constant pressure of our society's expectation of ultra-high productiveness and success in pursuits that are for the most part meaningless is oppressive and not the way we were meant to live.
The Internet is a constant distraction that I can't seem to turn away from even though it is rotting my brain and life was so much better last week without it.
I'm a procrastinator because I don't have a good enough structure or any REAL motivation (because grades are such a contrived reward that I don't really feel motivated about them though I do regret it when they are bad).
Procrastination takes up the time that I should be sleeping or getting exercise so that I can be healthy and in shape to do the things that I want to do, and makes me eat out of stress and boredom, ruining my otherwise good efforts at eating healthily, but I can't seem to stop doing it.