My Note To Sarah~
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: hey
moneytrick7: HOLA!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: whats up
moneytrick7: nada about to go out side and smoke
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: blah!
moneytrick7: what>
moneytrick7: Hows it going?
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: fine
moneytrick7: thats good
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: you
moneytrick7: ehh
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: whats up
moneytrick7: idk
moneytrick7: im confused!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: alright then
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: what about
moneytrick7: I hate my life i am sick of the same bullshit
moneytrick7: i never want to get up in the morning
moneytrick7: i just owuld rather just stay asleep and never wake up again!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: hey!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: i know that feeling VERY well
moneytrick7: huh?
moneytrick7: yeah....but you don't have a boyfriend that willl freaking pull you out of bed every morning and you have to put up a show for everyone around. At least you can be basically your self with everyone around you. I can't express anything cuz everyone thinks im the happiest around and that i just need to cheer up
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: haha
moneytrick7: i can't do that here. Sarah you should have seen me in Texas i was so happy to be with people who actually love me and care about me in the way that i need
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: i don't have to put on a show?
moneytrick7: Well ok so you do
moneytrick7: lol
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: Then you should go to Texas....
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: If you aren't happy here then there is no point in staying here
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: You should be where you are happy
moneytrick7: wanna go with me?
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: i wouldn't last in Texas
moneytrick7: me either but still it would be fun
moneytrick7: huh?
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: hah, yea...for a little while it would be
moneytrick7: im ready when ever you are!
moneytrick7: steal the jeep and lets go!
moneytrick7: lol
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: haha
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: if i were going to steal a car it would NOT be the jeep
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol!
moneytrick7: ok ok ok
moneytrick7: The VOLVO!
moneytrick7: sounds Great!
moneytrick7: lets go
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: NOW YOU'RE TALKIN!!
moneytrick7: lol
moneytrick7: but no for like real
moneytrick7: Blah!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: hah....i'm the wrong person to be asking for advice on how to be happy, lol
moneytrick7: BUt sarah i have always turned to you and you well used to turn to me.
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: But I'm not good at this subject...
moneytrick7: but but but but but but but but but but but but
moneytrick7: but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: The only thing I can tell you is what I try to do....and that's to look for something positive in anything that's negative. For example...I hate school more than almost anything, but the better I do this year then the sooner I will be able to be finished with it and the sooner I will be able to move away from Arizona.
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: I don't know....I guess it's pretty lame, but whatever?
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: It tends to work sometimes
moneytrick7: my mom told me to try that. so i do
moneytrick7: but there isn't much positive in having no money.
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: It gives you more of a reason to look for a job....even though working sucks the pay check is not
moneytrick7: true
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: yea
moneytrick7: talk to me!
moneytrick7: dun dun dun
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: HI!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol
moneytrick7: FUCK LIFE!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: FUCK FUCK!
moneytrick7: FUCK FUCK FUCK
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: that's the spirit!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: don't worry, be happy now
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: do do do do do do do do...
moneytrick7: hahaha i forgot how to have fun
moneytrick7: what is the meaning of fun
moneytrick7: i forgot it
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: Fun is doing something you like to do not because you have to do it or because someone else is doing it but just because you want to do it. Fun can be anything....from dancing around all by yourself to just driving around with friends, anything your little heart desires my dear!:-D
moneytrick7: thanks mommy
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: Blah....people get caught up too much in what they think should be fun (i.e. parties, drinking, and whatnot). The stupidest/simplest things can often be the most fun. I'm just sick of people...especially all the idiots in high school...I complain a lot.
moneytrick7: me too!
moneytrick7: HIGH SCHOOL PEOPLE SUCK ASS!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: YES!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: i hate them all
moneytrick7: dun dun dun
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: i was practicing with kamas this weekend and i figured out how to do this cool flip thing like around one finger
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: well....i think it's cool, lol
moneytrick7: im sure i would think its cool too
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: damn right you would!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: :-D
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: You only listen to like rap and stuff, don't you?
moneytrick7: yeah kinda its the one thing i actually enjoy
moneytrick7: Im back
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: yay!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: :-D
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: what's up?
moneytrick7: nada
moneytrick7: bored watching the same fucking movies over again
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: funn....
moneytrick7: not really
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: what movies?
moneytrick7: idk the names of them but i keep watching them every night
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol, ok
moneytrick7: dun dun dun
moneytrick7: Hmmmmi think i am going to write something now
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: a nice little note to sarah, perhaps?
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol
moneytrick7: perhaps
moneytrick7: .....
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: :-)
Here is your little note....
My Dearest Sarah,
Hello my darling! Where have you been my whole life? Its so wonderful to have you back in my life. My thoughts of you are no longer bad. I hope all is well and i hope that one day we shall be reunited in one house hold. My Dumpling i hope you are ok.
Love always,
Your Lover!
Aww just playing.
No but for real i am to the point in my life where i think I am haveing a mid-life crisis. but hey its ok!
moneytrick7: HOLA!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: whats up
moneytrick7: nada about to go out side and smoke
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: blah!
moneytrick7: what>
moneytrick7: Hows it going?
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: fine
moneytrick7: thats good
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: you
moneytrick7: ehh
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: whats up
moneytrick7: idk
moneytrick7: im confused!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: alright then
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: what about
moneytrick7: I hate my life i am sick of the same bullshit
moneytrick7: i never want to get up in the morning
moneytrick7: i just owuld rather just stay asleep and never wake up again!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: hey!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: i know that feeling VERY well
moneytrick7: huh?
moneytrick7: yeah....but you don't have a boyfriend that willl freaking pull you out of bed every morning and you have to put up a show for everyone around. At least you can be basically your self with everyone around you. I can't express anything cuz everyone thinks im the happiest around and that i just need to cheer up
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: haha
moneytrick7: i can't do that here. Sarah you should have seen me in Texas i was so happy to be with people who actually love me and care about me in the way that i need
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: i don't have to put on a show?
moneytrick7: Well ok so you do
moneytrick7: lol
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: Then you should go to Texas....
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: If you aren't happy here then there is no point in staying here
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: You should be where you are happy
moneytrick7: wanna go with me?
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: i wouldn't last in Texas
moneytrick7: me either but still it would be fun
moneytrick7: huh?
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: hah, yea...for a little while it would be
moneytrick7: im ready when ever you are!
moneytrick7: steal the jeep and lets go!
moneytrick7: lol
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: haha
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: if i were going to steal a car it would NOT be the jeep
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol!
moneytrick7: ok ok ok
moneytrick7: The VOLVO!
moneytrick7: sounds Great!
moneytrick7: lets go
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: NOW YOU'RE TALKIN!!
moneytrick7: lol
moneytrick7: but no for like real
moneytrick7: Blah!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: hah....i'm the wrong person to be asking for advice on how to be happy, lol
moneytrick7: BUt sarah i have always turned to you and you well used to turn to me.
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: But I'm not good at this subject...
moneytrick7: but but but but but but but but but but but but
moneytrick7: but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but but
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: The only thing I can tell you is what I try to do....and that's to look for something positive in anything that's negative. For example...I hate school more than almost anything, but the better I do this year then the sooner I will be able to be finished with it and the sooner I will be able to move away from Arizona.
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: I don't know....I guess it's pretty lame, but whatever?
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: It tends to work sometimes
moneytrick7: my mom told me to try that. so i do
moneytrick7: but there isn't much positive in having no money.
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: It gives you more of a reason to look for a job....even though working sucks the pay check is not
moneytrick7: true
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: yea
moneytrick7: talk to me!
moneytrick7: dun dun dun
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: HI!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol
moneytrick7: FUCK LIFE!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: FUCK FUCK!
moneytrick7: FUCK FUCK FUCK
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: that's the spirit!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: don't worry, be happy now
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: do do do do do do do do...
moneytrick7: hahaha i forgot how to have fun
moneytrick7: what is the meaning of fun
moneytrick7: i forgot it
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: Fun is doing something you like to do not because you have to do it or because someone else is doing it but just because you want to do it. Fun can be anything....from dancing around all by yourself to just driving around with friends, anything your little heart desires my dear!:-D
moneytrick7: thanks mommy
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: Blah....people get caught up too much in what they think should be fun (i.e. parties, drinking, and whatnot). The stupidest/simplest things can often be the most fun. I'm just sick of people...especially all the idiots in high school...I complain a lot.
moneytrick7: me too!
moneytrick7: HIGH SCHOOL PEOPLE SUCK ASS!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: YES!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: i hate them all
moneytrick7: dun dun dun
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: i was practicing with kamas this weekend and i figured out how to do this cool flip thing like around one finger
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: well....i think it's cool, lol
moneytrick7: im sure i would think its cool too
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: damn right you would!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: :-D
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: You only listen to like rap and stuff, don't you?
moneytrick7: yeah kinda its the one thing i actually enjoy
moneytrick7: Im back
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: yay!
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: :-D
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: what's up?
moneytrick7: nada
moneytrick7: bored watching the same fucking movies over again
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: funn....
moneytrick7: not really
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: what movies?
moneytrick7: idk the names of them but i keep watching them every night
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol, ok
moneytrick7: dun dun dun
moneytrick7: Hmmmmi think i am going to write something now
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: a nice little note to sarah, perhaps?
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: lol
moneytrick7: perhaps
moneytrick7: .....
SiDeKiCkSaRaH7: :-)
Here is your little note....
My Dearest Sarah,
Hello my darling! Where have you been my whole life? Its so wonderful to have you back in my life. My thoughts of you are no longer bad. I hope all is well and i hope that one day we shall be reunited in one house hold. My Dumpling i hope you are ok.
Love always,
Your Lover!
Aww just playing.
No but for real i am to the point in my life where i think I am haveing a mid-life crisis. but hey its ok!