I did it...
blocked and deleted. I finally had the strength and self respect to block and delete the asshole.lol. geoff and tlyer were right. there's no way in hell i can stop being hurt by that asshole or get over him if we still talk on msn and shit. no way at all. so hes gone. and we'll both be better off for it. its a new year. time for a new beggining. and letting go of the things that hurt me last year. Its time to stop disrespecting and hurting myself.
so, heres to a new year, a new outlook on life, and letting go.Goodbye kevin. goodbye.
XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
The flowers you gave me have long ago withered and died.
The pages in the book you gave me have grown fragile and torn,
Much like my poor battered heart.
I find myself slowly forgetting those conversations we had that once meant so much.
And those days that seemed so special,now are nothing more then painful memories.
The note you gave me,seems nothing more then words on a page, when they used to show me soo much love.
Your tender touch, now a fading memory, never again to be felt by me.
Your smiles that once brightened the darkest of my days, now only bring me pain, cuz I know now they arent for me.
The memory of those 3 words that kept me alive for so long, are now what's killing me.
And you cant imagine how hard it is for me to let go. To say what I never thought I could say to you...
Goodbye...
so, heres to a new year, a new outlook on life, and letting go.Goodbye kevin. goodbye.
XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
The flowers you gave me have long ago withered and died.
The pages in the book you gave me have grown fragile and torn,
Much like my poor battered heart.
I find myself slowly forgetting those conversations we had that once meant so much.
And those days that seemed so special,now are nothing more then painful memories.
The note you gave me,seems nothing more then words on a page, when they used to show me soo much love.
Your tender touch, now a fading memory, never again to be felt by me.
Your smiles that once brightened the darkest of my days, now only bring me pain, cuz I know now they arent for me.
The memory of those 3 words that kept me alive for so long, are now what's killing me.
And you cant imagine how hard it is for me to let go. To say what I never thought I could say to you...
Goodbye...