Dec 30, 2004 15:23
Jenny broke up wit hhim last night. and today he told me he loved her. i asked . i dont no why. maybe just looking for an excuse to die. but he thinks he loves her. and that hurt more then him telling me he doesnt lvoe me. or anythnig eles anyone could ever say. ive never wanted to die more in my life. and i cant make it stop. ive tried everything. an it dosnt work. and i cant feel this way anymore. it hurts soo bad. and im not so sure im strong enough to take it anymore. im not so sure i can...I tried. i really really did. but knowing that he not only doesnt love me, but that he lvoes her. thats more then i can take...