Dec 13, 2004 09:00
*I Dream*
I dream of a day when I'm happy again,
When I can smile,and mean it.
A day when everything will be perfect again,
The way it used to be.
I dream of a day when you will love me,
When you can return these feelings I've always felt for you.
A day when I'll be back in your arms again.
I dream of a day when I can have faith again,
In 'God', in love, in you,and in myself
And I will no longer wonder why I'm here.
A day when I will find my purpose.
I dream of a day when thoughts of suicide dont dwell in my every thought,
When I will be strong enough to hold on.
A day when I wont be so afraid to live.
But mostly, I dream of a day when I can be me.
When I can be that happy girl,with a skip in her step,
Being herself no matter what, and never giving up hope.
A day when I can say I'm proud of who I am...
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*Goodbye*
The flowers you gave me have long ago withered and died.
The pages in the book you gave me have grown fragile and torn,
Much like my poor battered heart.
I find myself slowly forgetting those conversations we had that once meant so much.
And those days that seemed so special,now are nothing more then painful memories.
The note you gave me,seems nothing more then words on a page, when they used to show me soo much love.
Your tender touch, now a fading memory, never again to be felt by me.
Your smiles that once brightened the darkest of my days, now only bring me pain, cuz I know now they arent for me.
The memory of those 3 words that kept me alive for so long, are now what's killing me.
And you cant imagine how hard it is for me to let go. To say what I never thought I could say to you...
Goodbye...
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*Sometimes*
Sometimes you just need to let go,to set yourself free.
Sometimes people, and their feelings change,and you need to let them do that.
Sometimes you need to let yourself be happy,and realise that people aren't always who you thought they were.
Sometimes you need to let go of the past to have a future.
Sometimes the saddness takes over,but you cant let it beat you.
Sometimes you have to stand tall and be strong when all you want to do is hide.
Sometimes you love people who just dont love you back.
Sometimes you dont get a second chance,Its now or never.
Sometimes you get your heartbroken, but remember, broken things CAN be fixed.
Sometimes something unexpected comes along and opens your eyes.
Sometimes it's okay to let go.To stop hurting.To move on.
Sometimes you just need to let go,to set yourself free.
{Sadie Sherriff. December 13,2004}