waste.
i am being a miserable bitch right now. This is the first real weekend that Nick and I have had off together in i don't know how long, months if not longer and I am spending today alone. I know I am being really selfish especially since we just had 4 days off in a row together for our anniversary but i was excited to actually have a weekend off and be able to spend it together like a normal couple. he got called at like 7 or 8 this morning to help retrieve Brent's canoe which they had to ditch yesterday because of the bad thunder and lightning storm but i figured he would be gone like 2-3 hours tops. Now it is almost 2:00 and I can't even get ahold of him to see when he'll be home. I seriously wish I had worked today, Desiree wanted me to work for her but I told her I couldn't because we were supposed to pick up Nick's new car today but we ended up not being able to. So now I feel like a jerk for not working for her since I am at home with no excuse to not have worked. And I feel like a jerk for being grumpy about Nick not being home but I can't shake it. At least I have gotten some stuff done, did some cleaning and working on the pics I did for Tommy and Sara's wedding that I should have gotten done weeks ago. I feel like a fucking loser. I just need to stop being such an ass. okay back to pics. oi.