Jun 08, 2006 21:57
And so I sacrificed a night of Sex & the city along with Gladiator to gain internet access. It seems that my laptop is broke, busted, and disgusted so I have to jump on the first computer available.
My entire summer will be dedicated to rebuilding my mind, body, and soul. I need to learn to except myself and circumstances because whether I like it or not....I can't change it. I'm focusing on being true to myself and the ones around me and learning who's in this game with me for the long hall. Over the last 9 months so many facades were broken and reality set in. Eveyone that smiled in my face wasn't necesarily in it for friendship but only to manipulate and misuse for their own benifit.
I've been told before that life can teach some fucked up lessons and I'm so happy that God allowed me to experience this at such a young age.