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Some women are born with a society preferred body. With slim waists and lean arms and legs. Well I'm not one of those women. I've always been chubby and ridiculed because of it. Its always been so effective on my self esteem. To the point where I became paranoid because every time I heard someone laugh or giggle I just assumed it was for me.
I've passed that point in my life. I thoroughly enjoys being "plus sized" and "thick". Yes I am the caramel colored girl with the thick hips and the melon sized titties. I'm the girl strutting her stuff in the size 12 rocawear sweatsuit. I'm the girl you whispered to your homegirl about. I'm the girl whose finally learned to love herself and not to give a fuck about what others have to say. Whether you're a size 2 or 22 someone always has some shitty ass opinion of you. Don't hate me because I have a little extra around the middle but because your man likes to wrap his arms around it when you're at home worried about where he is.
My purpose for this entry is to enlighten someone else. Maybe non of you have dealt with these self esteem issues but maybe you know someone who has or currently does. Some people say the need to be a certain way comes from peer pressure. They're very much correct. All of the females I associate with are sized 5 or smaller(That's my point. THEY are, I'm not them.) Just because their smiling on the outside doesn't mean shit...try to be enough of a friend to notice. Tell them not to listen to what anyone has to say because at the end of the day, no one is putting one damn dime in their pockets so why allow them to control your success?
I've passed that point in my life. I thoroughly enjoys being "plus sized" and "thick". Yes I am the caramel colored girl with the thick hips and the melon sized titties. I'm the girl strutting her stuff in the size 12 rocawear sweatsuit. I'm the girl you whispered to your homegirl about. I'm the girl whose finally learned to love herself and not to give a fuck about what others have to say. Whether you're a size 2 or 22 someone always has some shitty ass opinion of you. Don't hate me because I have a little extra around the middle but because your man likes to wrap his arms around it when you're at home worried about where he is.
My purpose for this entry is to enlighten someone else. Maybe non of you have dealt with these self esteem issues but maybe you know someone who has or currently does. Some people say the need to be a certain way comes from peer pressure. They're very much correct. All of the females I associate with are sized 5 or smaller(That's my point. THEY are, I'm not them.) Just because their smiling on the outside doesn't mean shit...try to be enough of a friend to notice. Tell them not to listen to what anyone has to say because at the end of the day, no one is putting one damn dime in their pockets so why allow them to control your success?