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life has kind of sucked latley and ive come to the conclusion that music is the only thing i really have. i dont enjoy being in school, or i dont have to motavation to do anthing. i try to be a good boyfriend and i get yelled at for it. i really dont want to be here. i dont want to deal with dumb fuck people. i hate school, i suck at school so thats why i hate it. theres nothing to look forwards to. i hate fealin like this i want it to end. and i know emily or some of my friends would be like " aww but your fine alot of the times when your around people". but the thing is when im alone i get really depressed. i dont know why, i just start thinking of things and i get really sad and angry sometimes.and i always fell like im going to flip out. no ones even going to reads this so. emily fuck yourslef sometimes. i never say it, fuck you fuck fuck youu. im sorry i didnt give you a hug befor i left, doesnt mean you should call me a fucking dickhead. whatever, im just venting so fuck you all i dont care what you think of me.