Well I spent the day all alone... Nobody talked to me... everyone was too busy so I sat alone all day thinking... I hate that... that's the worst... So I guess I'm giving up the good fight, I'm just too lame for Megan... It's like everytime I talk to her I make it worse... I've lost any and all social skills I once had... this sucks... I guess I'm going to have to learn to be alone for along time...How lame is it that the high point of my night was when Krystal called me to tell me we were not going to hang out? ~~sigh