"Thank you Stranger, for your therapeutic smile."

Jan 28, 2004 01:31

Hello journal. I have always written to you basically only about girls I meet.... I belive that is what I tell you about 98% of the time... It is sort of sad really.... I use this journal as an outlet for ruminating about females I am too scared to make things work with.

Today shall be no different.

Despite me thinking I will never meet anyone in college, I met someone today. She came to me in my time of need and helped me. I didn't even know her but she knew me. I asked her what her name was and she told me it was Jessica. I told her my name and she told me I looked familiar.

Apparently we went to high school together and she was friends with Krystal, I have never seen this girl before though.. She told me where I worked, she told me she knows they usually call me "Cody" She told me other things about myself all of which I thought were things nobody knew..

She wants to be a nurse, I told her I was thinking of doing the same if not for my sickness upon seeing blood.
I asked her if she still lived at home and she told me she did but she was going to move out... when I asked her where she was moving she told me 35th and Thunderbird. That's where I'm moving. We are going to be neighbors.

As thrilled as I am to make this wonderful new acquaintance, I will stay the course and stick with the belief that I will still have no friends... I still have no plans to try... I am still not convinced I can...
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