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Everytime i do any lil thing im always hearing how im a fuckin retard and i cant do this i cant do that. well maybe i am fuckin stupid but i really dont need to hear it all the time. N if i am stupid the thing im most stupid for is puttin u with all the bullshit u feed me. No matter wat u say im not gunna think im the one whose wrong, although u always try to make it seem that way. Off topic because we didnt fight about em being stupid today. We fought cause i actually look up how to pleasure a fuckin asshole cause i love him that much that ill do anythin to make sure hes happy but all he wants to do is be a dickhead. I guess thats a guys nature. But im never good enough anway. It hurts wen we "fuck" and so on n so forth. So u might as well go n get urself a girl who will treat u better and sexually satisfy u, like ur exs did remember? oh and everyone else u cheated on me with. cause i never could. satisfy u that is. Actually i dont think thats the problem wit us either. Matter of fact, i dont think we will ever kno wat the problem with us is, well jus always have a problem, and maybe two people shouldnt be together if all they ever do is fight and have a problem with one another. or in this case u have a problem with me and everything i do. Ooops im sorry im worng again for sayin u have a problem wit me wen really i ahve the damn problem... oh and im sure ur mad im writing this and people might fuckin read it. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.. yup thats all i ever say to u. im always wrong.. i jus say ur always wrong i kno. i kno it was my fault wen u cheated on me cause i shuld have been fuckin u every moment u wanted some or suckin ur dick all the time like those girls did for u. so yeah its my fault cause im not ur sex slave like i shuld have been. Well yeah jus about everyhting is my fault and im an idiot and im slow and ur an angel. i love u angel