i hate nick
i hate nicoooooooo. well i dont really but i wish i did. i didnt take my car out yesterday cause me n nick were supposed to go to a party n i figured id be drinking. well we went but i sat there on a couch while nick forgot i was there cause he was playin some drinkin game. i think i was the only sober person there. so i jus left n i was walkin home n nick didnt even realize i left until i was almost home. so he called or watever n we argued for a second basically all he said was fuck you. oh well
it was a good walk home. i almost forgot wat it was like walkin place while guys are callin u beautiful event ho the only thing they can see is ur ass. lol. i dont kno how they kno ur beuatiful but eya anyways i kinda missed that lol. maybe if i didnt have a man i wouldve stopped .. even tho i never do cause there creepy lol. well anyways i came home n tried to read but i couldnt concentrate on my book cause i kept thinkin bout nick so i went on the computer but it was boring n i kept thinkin bout nick. so i called people but noone wanted to talk to me lol. so i was like fuck it tone wanted me to go to jersey city so i went. i used to have fun over there even wen there was nothin to do but yesterday i was jus watchin them play basket ball n i thinkin bout nick :( . it was nice to see him tho i kinda missed him. i was cold n jon gave me his hoodie which surprized me cause i thought he hated me. but yea so i left there n called cliffs house to see if nick was still there but cliff said nick will call me back.. so i stayed aorund cliffs house for a while waitin for him to call me back but he didnt that asshole. so i went home n tried to read again.. but it still wasnt happening so i sat in my car for like an hour jus listenin to music n then i came back inside n laid on my bed.. i finally fell asleep at like 4.. kinda late for a boring nite wit nothing to do but think of an asshole.
it was a good walk home. i almost forgot wat it was like walkin place while guys are callin u beautiful event ho the only thing they can see is ur ass. lol. i dont kno how they kno ur beuatiful but eya anyways i kinda missed that lol. maybe if i didnt have a man i wouldve stopped .. even tho i never do cause there creepy lol. well anyways i came home n tried to read but i couldnt concentrate on my book cause i kept thinkin bout nick so i went on the computer but it was boring n i kept thinkin bout nick. so i called people but noone wanted to talk to me lol. so i was like fuck it tone wanted me to go to jersey city so i went. i used to have fun over there even wen there was nothin to do but yesterday i was jus watchin them play basket ball n i thinkin bout nick :( . it was nice to see him tho i kinda missed him. i was cold n jon gave me his hoodie which surprized me cause i thought he hated me. but yea so i left there n called cliffs house to see if nick was still there but cliff said nick will call me back.. so i stayed aorund cliffs house for a while waitin for him to call me back but he didnt that asshole. so i went home n tried to read again.. but it still wasnt happening so i sat in my car for like an hour jus listenin to music n then i came back inside n laid on my bed.. i finally fell asleep at like 4.. kinda late for a boring nite wit nothing to do but think of an asshole.