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nick got mad at me yesterday cause he was talkin to me nd i never say anything back to him.. like wen we having a serious conversation. but i cant help it. i cant talk im not good at "tellin people how i feel". the only time i can say anything is on paper nd im not very good at that either. but i tried cause i kno it was really upsetting to him.. i can imagine if i jus spilled me heart out to someone n they jus said nothin.. that would hurt so i tried my best to talk shit out. i dont kno why i cant jus say wat i want to say, it jus dont come out right so i dunno..
but anyway today was pretty good. it was boring but i spent all day wit nick w/o arguing or anythin. it was like perfect.. we went to mcdonalds n then did nothin for the rest of the day.. juss dorve around. but i was sick n he was so sweet to me..lol..
yesterday demitri opened my car door while another car was passing. yea well she gunna sue.. nd i got 2 tickets, 1 for improper letting off of passengers nd another for delaying traffic/ risk of cuasing accident. the lady he hit was a bitch. nd then she was tryna say i was drinkin to the cops. so im gunna be payin alot of money between her car the tickets court nd a lawyer nd my insurance wont cover it .. so im fucked. but im happy that those tickets dont give me any points on my liscense :)
i miss nick. i wanted to go to house tonight but he got tired n wanted to go home.. plus i have work tomorrow nd didnt want to go home late. i inhereted haters lol. some girl was commentin on nicks myspace sayin shit bout me, it was kinda funny. fuck her o well. i cant wait to get out of bayonne. i doubt ill miss very manypeople.. maybe a few selected people they kno who they are.
but anyway today was pretty good. it was boring but i spent all day wit nick w/o arguing or anythin. it was like perfect.. we went to mcdonalds n then did nothin for the rest of the day.. juss dorve around. but i was sick n he was so sweet to me..lol..
yesterday demitri opened my car door while another car was passing. yea well she gunna sue.. nd i got 2 tickets, 1 for improper letting off of passengers nd another for delaying traffic/ risk of cuasing accident. the lady he hit was a bitch. nd then she was tryna say i was drinkin to the cops. so im gunna be payin alot of money between her car the tickets court nd a lawyer nd my insurance wont cover it .. so im fucked. but im happy that those tickets dont give me any points on my liscense :)
i miss nick. i wanted to go to house tonight but he got tired n wanted to go home.. plus i have work tomorrow nd didnt want to go home late. i inhereted haters lol. some girl was commentin on nicks myspace sayin shit bout me, it was kinda funny. fuck her o well. i cant wait to get out of bayonne. i doubt ill miss very manypeople.. maybe a few selected people they kno who they are.