im really pmsy and cryyyey
so lets start out with this morning...lol brett left me cuz he didnt know i was there (at surf class) so dylan had to beg some kid i dont know to take me home and he live in north redondo and i in south.he was very piissed so i apolagised like 10000 times and we had to listen to some weird rap and like when he dropped me off i said THANK YOU SO MUCH IM SO SORRY and all he said was "yeeeeeeeeeeah" mmmhhhm so embarressing/sad lunch was horrible also girls are getting bitchier and bitchier i swear.and noone is there to be a friend and back me up its like im alone at school and at home. i went to london towne wich was a plus.i asked my dad to take me to barnes and noble because im obsessed with reading and what not. so he said yes and before i knew it he was in the garage with my brothers fiddling with their 2 new dirt bikes that were over 6 thousand dollars and what did i get?NOTHING thats what.i may sound spoiled but you dont understand my dad is never ever home he works alot and my brothers are his favorites hes not very good with girls and holding conversations how he married my mom i do not know.So occasionally i would like something i need to make up for his not being there...so i ask for laptop and boots and he gets all crazy saying your getting a new car!! which i am not. im getting my dads car which isnt a bad thing.yah its just i know my brothers are the favorites and i feel unimportant. so i strated crying...and paige was on the phone with me the whole time. so i walked to her house crying...and little boys were looking at me with sad faces...it was horrible.now im at paiges on the phone...we might go running but im really not in the mood to do anything physical...by the way rite now im really emotional because well yoooou know ima guuurll...haaaaaa yah well i think im out PAYCE