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I have been out of the loop for a while. Not in the writing mood i guess.
quick update:
>209 at my cong for the memorial
>Miles is 7 now. Will be 8 in August. He has been in trouble almost non-stop in school. I think he is trying to play me against his father and step mom. Gotta love it.
>My divorce was finalized a few months ago. I am finally a free woman. Free to be lonely and sensitive all by myself. Legally. I have determined that there is not a man out there that will be good enough for me. Not to sound stuck up, because thats not how i mean it. I just have a few things i really want. And although i seem to think it is not much to ask, guys seem to think it is way too much and that no man will ever make me happy, so maybe they are right. Maybe i hold myself on way way way too high a pedastal. But i look at it this way: i want to be happy. Either by myself or with someone who also enjoys the little tiny things that i do: sunsets, the way the water looks when the wind is blowing against the surface, birds in the sky.... and so on. I want to enjoy the little things in life. I want to have osmeone to enjoy those thigns with me. But at the same time i want to be with someone i have "chemistry with". Do you know how hard it is to tell someone who is interested in you that you do not view them in that way, and still keep their friendship? It is not easy at all i tell you.
> Starting the gym again, tonight.
> Work sucks. It is now just me and the owner. The other lady was fired and the painter quit and we have not had a body man in a few months. How the heck can we run a body shop with no employees????????? Yea its stressful... bt for now i am still getting a paycheck so i am thankful for that. It could ALWAYS be worse......
okay thats the quick update. Not too much... but thats it for now.
~Lisa
quick update:
>209 at my cong for the memorial
>Miles is 7 now. Will be 8 in August. He has been in trouble almost non-stop in school. I think he is trying to play me against his father and step mom. Gotta love it.
>My divorce was finalized a few months ago. I am finally a free woman. Free to be lonely and sensitive all by myself. Legally. I have determined that there is not a man out there that will be good enough for me. Not to sound stuck up, because thats not how i mean it. I just have a few things i really want. And although i seem to think it is not much to ask, guys seem to think it is way too much and that no man will ever make me happy, so maybe they are right. Maybe i hold myself on way way way too high a pedastal. But i look at it this way: i want to be happy. Either by myself or with someone who also enjoys the little tiny things that i do: sunsets, the way the water looks when the wind is blowing against the surface, birds in the sky.... and so on. I want to enjoy the little things in life. I want to have osmeone to enjoy those thigns with me. But at the same time i want to be with someone i have "chemistry with". Do you know how hard it is to tell someone who is interested in you that you do not view them in that way, and still keep their friendship? It is not easy at all i tell you.
> Starting the gym again, tonight.
> Work sucks. It is now just me and the owner. The other lady was fired and the painter quit and we have not had a body man in a few months. How the heck can we run a body shop with no employees????????? Yea its stressful... bt for now i am still getting a paycheck so i am thankful for that. It could ALWAYS be worse......
okay thats the quick update. Not too much... but thats it for now.
~Lisa