Life
Things have been pretty bad lately, I really do not want to post on here what happened the night before thanksgiving or other information that has been kept from me for years. All I really know at this point is that I am breathing oxygen right now, probably screwed up my relationship by questioning it because of my family and that fact everything was too perfect, it hurts to breath or to think or for my heart to pump blood to my body, and I am alone because of who I am since I don't try to trust until it is too late.
Here are two peoms I wrote recently. The first poem is called "Isolation" and the second one is called "The Invisible Question":
"Isolation"
Alone in a crowded room
No where to go
Nothing to do
Isolated from humanity
A robot once more to be
Don't show you feelings
Don't let them show
Let them believe
That you don't care
Hide yourself in that little room
Box your emotions
Pile them on a shelf
Hide your face
Make-believe a happy place
Don't show you feelings
Don't let them show
Let them believe
That you don't care
Smile at them
Whenm they ask for help
Silence your mind
When it screams no more
Help them in the end
Don't show you feelings
Don't let them show
Let them believe
That you don't care
Continue throughout the day
Get home
Don't betray yourself
Close the door to your room
Cry rivers of pain
Don't show you feelings
Don't let them show
Let them believe
That you don't care
Shut yourself from life
Don't say good-bye
Let them believe what they may
Don't shed a tear
Don't cry
Don't show you feelings
Don't let them show
Let them believe
That you don't care
Smile at them
Clothed in white
On your bed
Of eternal night
Dreaming of a better life
"The Invisible Question"
Why does it seem that I am invisible to the world?
Why am I invisible to the world?
Am I not worthy?
Am I too young?
Am I stupid?
Am I ugly?
Should I pass from this world?
Would it be better to remove myself from this planet?
So there is one less person to feed, cloth, and shelter
To let another take my place
So they have the chance to thrive
A chance I never tried to grasp
Thus I have failed
I should leave Gaia
Return to heaven to be kicked out
For a choice I keep making
Making me a fallen angel
That will finally plumet to hell
To recieve an eternity of punishment
All for a forbidden love
May I be a beacon for those to find the path to happiness while I endure eternal darkness.
Love, faith, hope, dreams, wishes, and success to my friends. May the joy of life bless you numberously and may the thorns of your lives be blessed upon me.
....Blessed Be....And May The Goddess Protect Thee....
Here are two peoms I wrote recently. The first poem is called "Isolation" and the second one is called "The Invisible Question":
"Isolation"
Alone in a crowded room
No where to go
Nothing to do
Isolated from humanity
A robot once more to be
Don't show you feelings
Don't let them show
Let them believe
That you don't care
Hide yourself in that little room
Box your emotions
Pile them on a shelf
Hide your face
Make-believe a happy place
Don't show you feelings
Don't let them show
Let them believe
That you don't care
Smile at them
Whenm they ask for help
Silence your mind
When it screams no more
Help them in the end
Don't show you feelings
Don't let them show
Let them believe
That you don't care
Continue throughout the day
Get home
Don't betray yourself
Close the door to your room
Cry rivers of pain
Don't show you feelings
Don't let them show
Let them believe
That you don't care
Shut yourself from life
Don't say good-bye
Let them believe what they may
Don't shed a tear
Don't cry
Don't show you feelings
Don't let them show
Let them believe
That you don't care
Smile at them
Clothed in white
On your bed
Of eternal night
Dreaming of a better life
"The Invisible Question"
Why does it seem that I am invisible to the world?
Why am I invisible to the world?
Am I not worthy?
Am I too young?
Am I stupid?
Am I ugly?
Should I pass from this world?
Would it be better to remove myself from this planet?
So there is one less person to feed, cloth, and shelter
To let another take my place
So they have the chance to thrive
A chance I never tried to grasp
Thus I have failed
I should leave Gaia
Return to heaven to be kicked out
For a choice I keep making
Making me a fallen angel
That will finally plumet to hell
To recieve an eternity of punishment
All for a forbidden love
May I be a beacon for those to find the path to happiness while I endure eternal darkness.
Love, faith, hope, dreams, wishes, and success to my friends. May the joy of life bless you numberously and may the thorns of your lives be blessed upon me.
....Blessed Be....And May The Goddess Protect Thee....