Another Day...
Days go by and it seems like I am standing still. Next week I start my nursing class. We paid for my books today and my nursing books for one semester cost $700.oo. I cannot believe that they are that much. I can't wait until I need to pay for the following three semesters.
On a different note...I have not been fair to my boyfriend. I keep on encouraging him to go back to school since he has a slight phobia about it. He is taking my advice and is pursueing the culinary arts since he is already an excellent chef. Well the story goes like this...He tells me he will probably will be leaving for Pittsburg in January. It is a pretty long drive from there to here. Also the rest of my family will be living in Japan at that time. So I am stuck living in a five story house by myself. I'll be honest, I am scared to be alone anymore since my boyfriend has been spoiling me rotten. Anyhow, I wouldn't let him touch me after he told me this and then I started to cry. That was selfish...I know. I told him that I did not want him to find out my feelings since it might keep him from becoming more. He said he wasn't surprised by my reaction and he thought something like this might happen. It doesn't help matters that no matter what he says that he will be faithful that I keep on seeing in a vision a girl that he will meet and be more combatable with. Thus leaving me totally alone. It has happened every time before so why should he be any different.
Silly me? Right?
Anyway, Robert's birthday is on Sunday and I got him a katana set, exalibur with a wolf's head as its mount, a wolf t-shirt, and a crystal with a wolf howling at the moon inside of it. I hope he will like everything I got him. He told me today that he is postponing his birthday party until I can go to it. He wants me to meet the rest of his family. I call it more of being on display but I must admit I do want to meet the rest of his family. By the way, it is his 21st birthday.
I hope Niki is in better spirits. Cool about the gun tatoo. I could never stand needles so that is the only thing that is keeping me from getting one. I hope she remembers that I am here for her and if she ever needs a refuge from her everyday life and people, my door is open for her.
Well, I should help my mom with supper.
...Blessed Be...
On a different note...I have not been fair to my boyfriend. I keep on encouraging him to go back to school since he has a slight phobia about it. He is taking my advice and is pursueing the culinary arts since he is already an excellent chef. Well the story goes like this...He tells me he will probably will be leaving for Pittsburg in January. It is a pretty long drive from there to here. Also the rest of my family will be living in Japan at that time. So I am stuck living in a five story house by myself. I'll be honest, I am scared to be alone anymore since my boyfriend has been spoiling me rotten. Anyhow, I wouldn't let him touch me after he told me this and then I started to cry. That was selfish...I know. I told him that I did not want him to find out my feelings since it might keep him from becoming more. He said he wasn't surprised by my reaction and he thought something like this might happen. It doesn't help matters that no matter what he says that he will be faithful that I keep on seeing in a vision a girl that he will meet and be more combatable with. Thus leaving me totally alone. It has happened every time before so why should he be any different.
Silly me? Right?
Anyway, Robert's birthday is on Sunday and I got him a katana set, exalibur with a wolf's head as its mount, a wolf t-shirt, and a crystal with a wolf howling at the moon inside of it. I hope he will like everything I got him. He told me today that he is postponing his birthday party until I can go to it. He wants me to meet the rest of his family. I call it more of being on display but I must admit I do want to meet the rest of his family. By the way, it is his 21st birthday.
I hope Niki is in better spirits. Cool about the gun tatoo. I could never stand needles so that is the only thing that is keeping me from getting one. I hope she remembers that I am here for her and if she ever needs a refuge from her everyday life and people, my door is open for her.
Well, I should help my mom with supper.
...Blessed Be...