It is
absolutely crazy how hearing a certain song brings you back to that place. Like, any time I hear Leftover Crack I will always think of back in the day. And jamming it on the way to school our first day of junior year. Every time I hear "Footloose" I will remember dancing with Mona in Jared's living room. And any time I hear Jack Johnson I will think of Bradlee and walking into the hospital room and seeing him for the first time. I hate how music can make you so happy sometimes, and so sad other times. I'm just sitting here bawling my eyes out just because of all this music on my itunes.
We have both officially moved on. It makes me happy, and so mad all at the same time. And the craziest part is that you are sober now, ACTUALLY sober. And I can't even go to the park with you or hang out as just friends and enjoy you sober like your new girlfriend gets to everyday. Regardless, I'm so happy to know that you are sober. And happy. Really.
My life is totally a mess. But I can't wait for the next few weeks :)
We have both officially moved on. It makes me happy, and so mad all at the same time. And the craziest part is that you are sober now, ACTUALLY sober. And I can't even go to the park with you or hang out as just friends and enjoy you sober like your new girlfriend gets to everyday. Regardless, I'm so happy to know that you are sober. And happy. Really.
My life is totally a mess. But I can't wait for the next few weeks :)