(no subject)
I may be overreacting but I think I am letting this slip through my fingers
faster than I'm able to stop and think and change what I'm doing.
I don't like this but I'm doing nothing to change it. It's been a week
and I'm not going to be back for another nine days. It won't last.
I just want to be settled at work and in my new place.
I dove head first into the water and now I'm struggling to surface.
stability. I need stability and I'll have it soon. I just wish you knew that.
faster than I'm able to stop and think and change what I'm doing.
I don't like this but I'm doing nothing to change it. It's been a week
and I'm not going to be back for another nine days. It won't last.
I just want to be settled at work and in my new place.
I dove head first into the water and now I'm struggling to surface.
stability. I need stability and I'll have it soon. I just wish you knew that.