lights will guide you home
Well, everything has been quite different these days. Not really bad different...just plain different.
I am not doing competitive cheerleading. It was hard for me, because I know that this could have been my year to really be involved, but I knew I would only be hurting myself it I would do it. My schedule is unbareably busy and if you don't believe me, then just ask. I will miss all of those girls. Love you all.
School is just a place that I sometimes almost dread to go to. I'm half tempted to just be sick every day. I mean I like going to see people and I like going to be a part of things, but some things just get me really unhappy. Some people have changed and it's just not the same. I feel like some people have moved on and I've just kind of stayed in the same place.
I did however, come to a good realization this past week with my semi-free time to realize who is important in my life, and who just doesn't really care about me anymore. I mean I still care about everyone, but some people really made a good influence on me, and I know that they're the ones who will always be there for me.
I've decided to try running as a new hobby. Yeah, you can laugh. But I've been using the track to my advantage and have been challenged by some wrestlers. We ran for like 20 minutes, then did sprints and sit-ups and push-ups. Hah it was intense and I loved it.
Ice show tryouts are coming up and I'm absolutely dreading them. Two of my long time ice show pals aren't doing the show and I just don't think it will be the same. Kel and Pat ill miss you like crazy.
but, I've been skating a lot lately and that's one thing that makes me happy.
I raked the leaves yesterday for fun. I kinda liked it.
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
I am not doing competitive cheerleading. It was hard for me, because I know that this could have been my year to really be involved, but I knew I would only be hurting myself it I would do it. My schedule is unbareably busy and if you don't believe me, then just ask. I will miss all of those girls. Love you all.
School is just a place that I sometimes almost dread to go to. I'm half tempted to just be sick every day. I mean I like going to see people and I like going to be a part of things, but some things just get me really unhappy. Some people have changed and it's just not the same. I feel like some people have moved on and I've just kind of stayed in the same place.
I did however, come to a good realization this past week with my semi-free time to realize who is important in my life, and who just doesn't really care about me anymore. I mean I still care about everyone, but some people really made a good influence on me, and I know that they're the ones who will always be there for me.
I've decided to try running as a new hobby. Yeah, you can laugh. But I've been using the track to my advantage and have been challenged by some wrestlers. We ran for like 20 minutes, then did sprints and sit-ups and push-ups. Hah it was intense and I loved it.
Ice show tryouts are coming up and I'm absolutely dreading them. Two of my long time ice show pals aren't doing the show and I just don't think it will be the same. Kel and Pat ill miss you like crazy.
but, I've been skating a lot lately and that's one thing that makes me happy.
I raked the leaves yesterday for fun. I kinda liked it.
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse