Dec 19, 2006 04:48
1. You've got to be the most cuthroat person I know, yet you're so nice to me. You encourage me to do what I want, no matter what I think other people will think/say/do.
2. You're a sweetheart, and though I know it's why you never stand up to people, it's still an endearing quality.
3. You're real. You don't hide shit from me, and you don't expect me to either. And I appreciate that.
4. You make me feel less screwed up. Not because you're any more messed up, but because you can just relate.
5. Towson- You are impressed by a high GPA, for which I'm thankful. One look at my grades and the bitch woman was more than happy to get me into full classes by bumping people out. So thank you, I now have classes.
6. You're the most beautiful person I know, and it's not physical beauty alone. Everything about you is just special to me.
7. You make me feel funny inside. Like in middle school when you were crushing on someone, and it leaves me mumbling like a giant retard...yet you still persist to associate with me.
8. You are so insecure of yourself, it sometimes makes me sad, because there's no reason for you to be like that. You're an incredibly awesome person, and the only real flaw is the insecurity.
9. You have so many diverse friends. I love hanging out with you b/c I know we'll run into someone unique, and well I love talking with you about your experiences.
10. I know you don't mean to upset me like you do. It's got to be incredibly difficult for you, just as it is for me, so thanks for all the support you give, even if I don't want it.
11. I love you. I don't know how to say it to you, because you don't "believe" in love. but...I love you
12. (Bet you can't guess who this is)I love you more than anything in this world. I never wanted you consciously, but on some level I did, because the moment I saw you, you were the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. And I know sometimes I just want you to be "normal" and to not have so many issues, not just to make it easier on me, but because I don't want to see you like that...but I don't want you "normal" I want you as you are, the coolest and most special little girl I know.
And lastly. You beat women, emotionally scar them, and then set them up to destroy themselves. But when I look at you, I can see who you were, and who you can be...in addition to who you are. Just know that I hope that you'll change everyday.