what to do
well i know no one knows what the hell is going on with me ne more, i dont really know that much myself. i am getting a house to live in by myself bcz aj doesnt want to live with me ne more, and umm im really scared i am currently looking for a dog to buy as my sole protector. i want a basset hound and i think i may have found one, yay. im not really sure when i am actually moving i am living with my mom and waiting for my house to get ready, i have an interview at hot topic today, im pretty excited, i hope i get the job cuz im gonna need money really bad. i hate this whole thing but what can u do , well i know what (nothing just wait and wait then wait some more) i hope everything works out ok but who know what will come next, aj just keeps changing his mind on everything and i really cant keep up with what he wants. i hate my life so much right now, i mean im not all that bad but i had everything but it has all been taken all away. and no one seems to realize that. aj doesnt care really, well thats a lie i know he cares, but right now he only really cares about himself. as long as hes happy nothing else matters, but im not stupid, if i didnt think this would work i wouldnt be here letting myself get walked all over, i love him and maybe he just needs (not) me