Wow, an update....
Ok, so I haven't updated this thing in forever, but here I am.
I'm back in Murray, just finished my first week of my summer class, Physics 121. I don't love it by any stretch of the imagination, it is hard, and most of the homework has taken me a bit to understand, and I have had to go to my professors office EVERY SINGLE MORNING to get help on the problems I couldn't solve the night before hand. But I am getting it a little bit, and as long as I know how to do the homework, even if it is by getting help, then I will be ok on tests, because the tests are made up of the homework problems, I am talking word for word. So that is good at least.
I need to find a job, which reminds me, there is a place that I have to go to later today to get an application, if they are open. It would be waitressing, hopefully, so that would be sweet.
I actually really miss my family this time around. Normally I don't, I mean, I miss them, but I don't do it to the point where there are times I am wishing I could go back and see them, at least not this soon after I have left Lexington. I guess it is because my family has been going thorough some tough times lately, and i know that even though I am not there, it is still going on, so I feel, I dunno, uncaring or uninvolved at times, you know? I do care though, I wouldn't miss them if I didn't, but anyways...
I saw my grandbig Christina yesterday walking her dog, and I actually missed my dog, Mack. Crazy Mack, he could be driving my family nuts at this very secong, lol, then again, my mom and my sister tell me that I will probably have to fight my dad for the little guy when I move into a place where I can have dogs, lol, apparently he really likes him, heehee. My other dog Pockets had to be put down on July 3. My family waited to tell me until later that evening because it was Anthony's birthday and I was spending the day with him and his family. I was really upset the rest of the evening. I had fun with his family and stuff, but my thoughts always went back to the fact. I still sometimes catch myself thinking about how when I go home I will pet her and give her a big hug, and then I remember that I never will be able to do that again. I think it actually is less hard for me than my family because I am not around the place where she was. I think it will become real when I walk through the front door and she is not the first thing in the house to greet me, as she always was. People who don't love animals probably think I am pathetic right now, but honestly, who cares, because pets do become part of your family. The have their own place in it, you know there personalities, and they do have them, and they seem to know how you are feeling at times. Anyways, I know this is depressing, but it is still sometimes on my mind.
It is awesome being around Anthony again, I missed him so much! It is funny, you go for 5 1/2 weeks without him, miss him all the time, feel like you will just go insane if you don't get to hold him soon, and then suddenly he is there, and life is normal again. Funny how you meet this person, develop a really strong relationship and then, even when you go back home, where you once lived without ever knowing his existance, life just doesn't quite seem normal without him around.
Ok, well, I think I have run out of interesting topics. Oh yeah, if you wander on to racernet ever, you may see a picture of me on there, lol. Later gators
-Me
I'm back in Murray, just finished my first week of my summer class, Physics 121. I don't love it by any stretch of the imagination, it is hard, and most of the homework has taken me a bit to understand, and I have had to go to my professors office EVERY SINGLE MORNING to get help on the problems I couldn't solve the night before hand. But I am getting it a little bit, and as long as I know how to do the homework, even if it is by getting help, then I will be ok on tests, because the tests are made up of the homework problems, I am talking word for word. So that is good at least.
I need to find a job, which reminds me, there is a place that I have to go to later today to get an application, if they are open. It would be waitressing, hopefully, so that would be sweet.
I actually really miss my family this time around. Normally I don't, I mean, I miss them, but I don't do it to the point where there are times I am wishing I could go back and see them, at least not this soon after I have left Lexington. I guess it is because my family has been going thorough some tough times lately, and i know that even though I am not there, it is still going on, so I feel, I dunno, uncaring or uninvolved at times, you know? I do care though, I wouldn't miss them if I didn't, but anyways...
I saw my grandbig Christina yesterday walking her dog, and I actually missed my dog, Mack. Crazy Mack, he could be driving my family nuts at this very secong, lol, then again, my mom and my sister tell me that I will probably have to fight my dad for the little guy when I move into a place where I can have dogs, lol, apparently he really likes him, heehee. My other dog Pockets had to be put down on July 3. My family waited to tell me until later that evening because it was Anthony's birthday and I was spending the day with him and his family. I was really upset the rest of the evening. I had fun with his family and stuff, but my thoughts always went back to the fact. I still sometimes catch myself thinking about how when I go home I will pet her and give her a big hug, and then I remember that I never will be able to do that again. I think it actually is less hard for me than my family because I am not around the place where she was. I think it will become real when I walk through the front door and she is not the first thing in the house to greet me, as she always was. People who don't love animals probably think I am pathetic right now, but honestly, who cares, because pets do become part of your family. The have their own place in it, you know there personalities, and they do have them, and they seem to know how you are feeling at times. Anyways, I know this is depressing, but it is still sometimes on my mind.
It is awesome being around Anthony again, I missed him so much! It is funny, you go for 5 1/2 weeks without him, miss him all the time, feel like you will just go insane if you don't get to hold him soon, and then suddenly he is there, and life is normal again. Funny how you meet this person, develop a really strong relationship and then, even when you go back home, where you once lived without ever knowing his existance, life just doesn't quite seem normal without him around.
Ok, well, I think I have run out of interesting topics. Oh yeah, if you wander on to racernet ever, you may see a picture of me on there, lol. Later gators
-Me