Void
Sometimes I go about my life as if I were in a dream. Not detached. Not exactly but as if I'm lagging a few milliseconds ahead or behind time and strange deja vu's cloud my consciousness. Sometimes I stare off into space and even though I go about the daily affairs effortlessley, they feel more repetitive or rehearsed than anything else. I do this alot. Hehe. It's not that I'm spacing out. Not exactly. My mind is very busy during this time. Computing and calculating what has and what will happen. It's also more of a tiny sort of meditation that allows my over active mind to unwind so that my usuall crankiness doesn't get the best of me.
I feel the need to explain this because many people take this moment of mine to mean something more than what it really is. I'm either upset, or bored or whatever. THAT'S NOT TRUE! Ok? Sometimes I just need to zero my brain. Hehe.
I feel the need to explain this because many people take this moment of mine to mean something more than what it really is. I'm either upset, or bored or whatever. THAT'S NOT TRUE! Ok? Sometimes I just need to zero my brain. Hehe.