christmas eve
it's almost christmas and too much is going on to enjoy it! my parents are tired/stressed, my sister is going through so much with her husband and it is killing me to watch her hurt, i feel so alone...even though i just met an amazing person, unfortunately he lives sooo far away so i cannot see him for a long time. i am blessed to have met him though...so we'll see what happens! please be praying for that...and for my family!
i just wish everyone could be happy and that things could be like they used to be when things were ok. my family has dealt with so much heartache the past few years between divorces, weddings being cancelled, job losses, money struggles, etc. i know things could be a lot worse...i do...but i just wish that everyone could just be at peace for the holidays.
i hate this pain...
i just wish everyone could be happy and that things could be like they used to be when things were ok. my family has dealt with so much heartache the past few years between divorces, weddings being cancelled, job losses, money struggles, etc. i know things could be a lot worse...i do...but i just wish that everyone could just be at peace for the holidays.
i hate this pain...