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[mon_petit_bijou]

Andy and I watched The Shining tonight for the first time. Kind of dissapointing.
I wanttttt to go back to school as soon as possible. I have honestly, 3 good friends-that are actually friends with me all the time. Not just when convenient. Pretentious.

Snoop Tv, or whatever the hell its called, is so funny.

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This is the show we call doggy fizzle (Doggy Fizzle Televizzle)

[theresonlyyou]

the golden rule

just an example. the few times you have called me this summer were when you were looking for corey, looking for danielle, looking for andy ( i assume those are your 3 friends), or when you knew that they were all busy. so perhaps you dont want me to be the 4rth friend on that list, thats fine but i know other people who pretty much feel exactly as i do(no, not just kyle). maybe if you made time for other people, didnt ditch them frequently, and put an a little effort to making people feel like you actually care about them, they might care about you too.

peace.

ps- ya, ya, this is lame for being on livejournal, but if anything is pretentious it's that entry.

Re: This is the show we call doggy fizzle (Doggy Fizzle Televizzle)

[mon_petit_bijou]

usually when im calling someone its to hang out, and 9 times out of 10, all of our friends hang out in a big group. there are MAYBE two people i usually hang out alone with and the others, whenever we do hang out, a group is attached along with it, usually. thats just how it always works out. when i call you its often to get a group together so i ask where everyone is and what everyones up to. and when im trying to locate the BIG group, its YOU i call because you have a cell phone and no one else does. Its not just to hang out with everyone else and not you, and if you believe that, thats ridiculous. I dont know how many times we've hung out and watched movies, or just talked -alone...without anyone. because i enjoy your company. dont play the game that we havent hung out *alone* ever or at all this summer because thats not true. and "the few times" ive called you this summer, thats a crock too, because didnt i just call you yesterday to ask you about something i saw in the paper? may i add not to ask you where corey or andy or

Re: This is the show we call doggy fizzle (Doggy Fizzle Televizzle)

[theresonlyyou]

it has nothing to do with whether or not we hang out alone. it has to do more with "i'll call you later", "i'll call you when i get out of work", or "i'll call you when i finish shopping". and then about 25% of the time, if that, you do. for instance last night or sunday night, i dont even remember, you said you'd call when you finished shopping with your sister or something, but you never did. and i'm not saying you shouldnt spend time with your family, by all means spend as much time as you want but dont tell me you are going to call me and then not. to me it feels like you hang out with me when you cant spend time with the people you really want to. whether or not that is the case i dont really care, its how i feel. maybe its not that you havent called me that much, maybe you have called more than a few times, but compared to the times you said you'd call, its been a few.

Re: This is the show we call doggy fizzle (Doggy Fizzle Televizzle)

[mon_petit_bijou]

i have no idea why youve never brought this up to me until now. you can ask anyone, i have a TERRIBLE record of calling people back. and its not that i dont want to hang out with them or i dont like them, its simply because i forget. ask even my best friend-who i obviously love to pieces. even jennn. if you really feel that i dont *want* to hang out with you, thats a big issue that i wanna deal with bc its obviously not the case, or i wouldnt be wasting my time typing all of this. i think we see each other quite frequently too, seeing both of us have jobs and 9 months out of the year, you're away at school. i honestly dont know why you feel i dont "care" about you-but really, i think thats crazy.

[cue_orchestra]

HAHA HEY WAY TO PARK TONIGHT! I WANTED TO GIVE YOU A A HUG.
LOVER. CALL ME.

[mon_petit_bijou]

haha i know, i thought you were walking away, im silly....
by the way, when do you leave for unh? we must go to boston before then.
bye lover

yeah

[ryanhirschsucks]

AND WHEN THE FUCK ARE WE GONNA BUILD THAT DAMN TREE FORT!?? heh.

Re: yeah

[mon_petit_bijou]

in due time my dear
<3