perplexed.

[mon_chanceux_48]

things have been so crazy lately.
i was so overwhelmed for awhile
there. i thought i was going to
be out of a job and a home all in
the same week. fortunately i no
longer have the fear of being
homeless (phew). but the job
situation is still up in the air.
i'm just too picky. there are tons
of good jobs out there but i don't
know what i want. i do however,
know that i would looove to get
back into retail. but its diffucult
finding retail that is full time
and pays well. sigh. one day. so
my car has been scaring me lately
and i know i need to get it fixed
and registered, but that isn't so
easy. you have to have money to
do those things. and my wallet is
very empty these days. so depressing.
well, things are looking hopeful
even though i feel like i'm on a
downward spirial. i hate that.
i have a feeling there will be a
lot of changes here in the next
month. i'm excited to see what the
future has in store.

p.s.
there is a new boy at my work. he's
in a different department but we
seem to cross paths frequently.
and hold each others gaze. i have to
admit, it gives me butterflies. oh
how i love that feeling :)