school sucks.
Everything happens for a reason... Everything happens for a reason.. Everything happens for a reason...
i cant believe its the day of prom and that i got dumped last night. i guess i need to change my picture on this thing. maybe i'll just get rid of it. i hate this.
i'm still going to prom with him. my dress is really pretty and i will be too.. but i'm kinda unsure about being around him and his "new friends" bleh. i dunno.. i guess i just need to calm down and i need to go and have fun and dance and enjoy myself and enjoy him. i want to be with him but he doesnt feel the same so i guess everything is over for a good reason. i just hate being dumped on big days.
toby and i talked on the phone for a few hours last night... that was really nice. i'm glad i have such good friends. :) sarah came downstairs and laid with me while i cried. she is going to dance with me. :) wizzle.. i love you bird. (giggles)
god damn. you know what? i'm going to stop blaming myself right now. this is now my fault! i didnt do anything to him to make him want to do this other than being myself and if he doesnt like dating me then i'm glad he left me. damn it.
My prince charming will come... all i have to do is wait.
*waits*.......*waits*......
WHATS TAKING HIM SO FUCKING LONG?!?!
i cant believe its the day of prom and that i got dumped last night. i guess i need to change my picture on this thing. maybe i'll just get rid of it. i hate this.
i'm still going to prom with him. my dress is really pretty and i will be too.. but i'm kinda unsure about being around him and his "new friends" bleh. i dunno.. i guess i just need to calm down and i need to go and have fun and dance and enjoy myself and enjoy him. i want to be with him but he doesnt feel the same so i guess everything is over for a good reason. i just hate being dumped on big days.
toby and i talked on the phone for a few hours last night... that was really nice. i'm glad i have such good friends. :) sarah came downstairs and laid with me while i cried. she is going to dance with me. :) wizzle.. i love you bird. (giggles)
god damn. you know what? i'm going to stop blaming myself right now. this is now my fault! i didnt do anything to him to make him want to do this other than being myself and if he doesnt like dating me then i'm glad he left me. damn it.
My prince charming will come... all i have to do is wait.
*waits*.......*waits*......
WHATS TAKING HIM SO FUCKING LONG?!?!