Random Rambling
I will be graduating on either March or April 2013
I always thought it was March, but I think the Ceremony is held on April~ anyway, on my thesis it says March, 2013
The coming sem is my last sem... 6th yr 2nd sem *I did not get held back alright~ My course really takes 6 years*
It's been 6 years.... I can't say it was quick... It felt like it took such a long time when I was in my 1st to 3rd yr, then time started to pass really quickly ...
Things like "I can't do it" "I'm not good enough" "I have to practice more" came to my mind often.... and it stills feels like this.... I hope in my last semester I will work harder and gain much knowledge and techniques on the practical aspect...
It feels unreal~ By this time graduation is a sure thing~ especially since I didn't fail any subject... o wait~ I failed NSTP lol... but I already took it a second time and I passed~
Right now~ I feel like I really learned nothing... but when I get to answer some questions by other people I feel happy... that is when I can answer them~ but most of the time I can't ^^;;;
My thesis... I hope I can finish it soon.... my topic is pretty easy compared to the others so I hope I will do it well...
after graduating~ the next step is the Board Exam.... I really am not confident about this. I don't feel I would fail, but then I also don't feel that I am going to pass...
After Board Exam... the only other goal I have is to go to Japan on 2014 to watch the 15th anniversary concert of Arashi XD I hope it will be special... and I hope I can get tickets~ anyway, that would be around July - September, 2014 I'm not really sure if they hold concerts in September, what I'm sure of are the Summer Concerts on July/August So I'm reserving July-September for this trip.... and My Board Exam is around August 2013, so I would be doing nothing from Aug 2013-July 2014, that's about 1 yr....
I have a problem... I want to work and earn as soon as I graduate, but then I still have to study for my board exam so I can't work until after taking it, and I probably won't be able to find work that fast~ and also, since I plan to go to Japan, If I get a job, my future boss might not allow me to take time off for this trip... so I might end up not working for a yr...
I wonder what I can do for 1 yr... that would be related to my course... and wouldn't need much commitment...
I'm thinking of being a professional student. lol. I'm thinking of taking Japanese lessons or a masteral.... but a masteral would need commitment so I'll have a problem there~
in the end, I still don't really know what I want in my life~ my goals and my abilities don't match up, maybe I'll just work for a call center XD
I always thought it was March, but I think the Ceremony is held on April~ anyway, on my thesis it says March, 2013
The coming sem is my last sem... 6th yr 2nd sem *I did not get held back alright~ My course really takes 6 years*
It's been 6 years.... I can't say it was quick... It felt like it took such a long time when I was in my 1st to 3rd yr, then time started to pass really quickly ...
Things like "I can't do it" "I'm not good enough" "I have to practice more" came to my mind often.... and it stills feels like this.... I hope in my last semester I will work harder and gain much knowledge and techniques on the practical aspect...
It feels unreal~ By this time graduation is a sure thing~ especially since I didn't fail any subject... o wait~ I failed NSTP lol... but I already took it a second time and I passed~
Right now~ I feel like I really learned nothing... but when I get to answer some questions by other people I feel happy... that is when I can answer them~ but most of the time I can't ^^;;;
My thesis... I hope I can finish it soon.... my topic is pretty easy compared to the others so I hope I will do it well...
after graduating~ the next step is the Board Exam.... I really am not confident about this. I don't feel I would fail, but then I also don't feel that I am going to pass...
After Board Exam... the only other goal I have is to go to Japan on 2014 to watch the 15th anniversary concert of Arashi XD I hope it will be special... and I hope I can get tickets~ anyway, that would be around July - September, 2014 I'm not really sure if they hold concerts in September, what I'm sure of are the Summer Concerts on July/August So I'm reserving July-September for this trip.... and My Board Exam is around August 2013, so I would be doing nothing from Aug 2013-July 2014, that's about 1 yr....
I have a problem... I want to work and earn as soon as I graduate, but then I still have to study for my board exam so I can't work until after taking it, and I probably won't be able to find work that fast~ and also, since I plan to go to Japan, If I get a job, my future boss might not allow me to take time off for this trip... so I might end up not working for a yr...
I wonder what I can do for 1 yr... that would be related to my course... and wouldn't need much commitment...
I'm thinking of being a professional student. lol. I'm thinking of taking Japanese lessons or a masteral.... but a masteral would need commitment so I'll have a problem there~
in the end, I still don't really know what I want in my life~ my goals and my abilities don't match up, maybe I'll just work for a call center XD