Dweh-neez

[momyouji]

Accckkk. I really don't like it when guys are lame and they like you. How pitiful. I'm trying to be nice, so I should calm myself down...but please don't stare at me because it makes me even angrier! Gosh....seriously. I don't like these dudes in any way. I just don't want to go to art anymore. They creep me out, gah. I'm going to prom by myself and I'm doing my senior walk with my best friend!!! Haha. Seriously though...I really don't want to go back to school. It sucks...half the day I draw grass...I could do that at home and watch dramas while playing with momo at the same time. And on top of that I can eat whatever I frickin want and poop when I want. School just has so many invisible limitations. I can't wait until I cut my hair again. Gosh..this whole growing out thing is pissing me off. I know I just cut my hair...but eh, I like it short. I don't have to deal with it and plus it's been hecka hot lately!

I'm sore from running a 1.5, so I don't even know if I'm ready enough for CC. I'm supposed to be the leader along with the rest of the seniors but I sure don't feel like one. Yeah and on top of this I've got to fill out scholarships, look for a college, study for SAT, do my multiple homework/artwork assignments...It's just mind boggling!!! Bleh, I wish I could drive, I wouldn't mind skipping tomorrow. Haha, yeah I know it's only the second week of school....but I just have a feeling it's going to be really pointless. Wait...I know it's going to be pointless.

Calculus is killing me! And I don't want to go back to ART.