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My mom finally got me a therapist appointment. Its not till Oct. 4. She said I need help sooner but she'll have to deal with it till then. School started the other day.... great fun. A days are okay I only like my second block but oh well. Im dropping art I can't draw anyways. B days are a lil better I like my first block and my third block the rest suck. I have Mr Micheals for gym!!! Im gonna die!!! But Im switching out of his class too so it doesn't bother me. I got on his bad side today day anyways so its fine with me that Im leaving his class. I have Mr Edwards for geometry, I don't like him... I don't think he likes me either he was being mean to me today... oh well. I couldn't care less he he. I feel like Im being crushed in the halls. Theres waaay to many damn people in our school. Its kinda annoying but I just walk outside every time we switch class so it doesn't bother me except when I go to gym. I get crushed then. No one pays attention the the short people! They just run you over like your nothing. Come on people be a little nicer please. I have to ride the cheese... it sucks theres waay to many people on our bus we have to sit three people to a seat. Not good in the summer it is soo hot on there. Oh well I wont have to deal with it to much longer hopefully. Enough about school though. Well there really hasn't been to much goin on. Me and my mom hate each other... nothing new. I dunno why she try to act like shes nice to me. Shes so fake it makes me laugh. I wanna move to my dads but she wont let me go. I dunno why she keeps me here when we don't get along. Itd be great at my dads house. Id be able to do whatever I want whenever I want. Thatd be nice. My brother was here for the weekend. That was fun. He came shopping with me. It was funny. He had nothing nice to say about anything I picked out.... I guess thats the way it will always be so oh well. Im suprised at how nice hes gotten though. He only hit me a few times and choked me once, (thats good for him). But it really is always nice to see him. I think Im goin to MI in October. Hopefully I miss my other brother Sean. Im not gonna be able to see my dad for Christmas. I think we only have a week off this year for it. But hopefully Im wrong cause I gotta get away from this house. Goin to see him always gives me something to look forward to. If I don't get to go then I have nothing to be happy about. Well except that Ill be driving in Feb. Whoo hoo! I can't wait. Yall might wanna stay off the road for a while till I get really good a driving. Cause as of now I have no experience out of the parking lot he he. Oh well you gotta start somewhere right. Im tired I think Im gonna go to bed early like I did last night. Gettin up at 5:30 in the morning and having to stay up all day cause your teachers wont let you sleep is not a good thing for me. I was really hyper all day and now Im really tired and out of it.