I dont know

[momsgothgrl]

I dont know what to do.........ahhhh i want soo much and i know that i cant and wont get what i want with this!!! I want too much...im sry...it's just me
I die to find the things i want .....i cant wait but i dont know what to do to get what i want....i mean i know what i have to do but i dont know if i can do it or know how to do it! I so nervous and scared im shaking as i write...i need a hug...and a perfect life...i want it all to go the way i want it to go.

I dont know how to do this.......i cant do it..its has to happen...right?? I dont know if it will help it might only hurt..... oh boy this is tearing me apart...i need help...oh boy

Shana D;*