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so i guess alot can change in a matter of two days. so i guess you can say fuck this last entry. turns out she was playing her gf and i.. honestly i dont have the time or patience to deal my every situation on this here lj. its definitely been a complete turn around though. why does the person that i hated the most and vice versa have to realize that we have feelings for each other? sure, its cause we both are going through the same thing cause of that bitch BUT ive never talked to anyone in my life for the amount of hours straight that i do with her. plus, just weird things that keep happening about stuff in the past and how we realize that we are connected through other people and stuff just keeps surfacing. its the weirdest sitatuation in my life and this has been definitely the most interesting summer ever. is it possible that the person i thought i care most about in the past two months turned out to be a perfect mistake thats brought me into something that could be the most ironic yet possibly right relation ever? i dont know.
i cant answer any of these damn questions but all i know is that im so much more happy not posing as straight. i like girls. i like girls, alot. although my family doesnt know, its just so much more comforting with most of my friends now. i wonder who else does know however. like... whose the word spread to. this IS staten island so im very very sure that shits been around.
in other news, school is in like a week i believe and personally im so fucking relieved. wait a minute. i dont feel like finishing this update. eh, maybe ill be back later.
and btw HEY TRAVIS. here is your lj post mention for today from you most favoritest lesbian in new york =]