i don't know why they call it heartbreak;
it feels like every other part of me is broken too.
well oh well. my first day stepping back into orchard again. weird right?
how i used to frequent those places so much, that i know it so well. now, i don't even want to
see an inch of it. then again, i managed. it felt good, yet upsetting.
met with nige in the day, wanted to go to polyclinic but it started pouring. so off to orchard
to meet steph. rawr. they left and i went to meet kamy. i am soooo hungry now cause i dint
have any dinner at all cause i was too full when kamy and i were at nydc for dinner.
bumped into andrew at taka, that joker, god i missed him, chatted awhile, left town, decided
to take a bus instead of cabbing again. walked home alllllll the way only to walk to out to
another bus stop again. haha. met gomes, rawr, another one i missed so much, took a walk
home with him but before that we walked rounds at the park annnnd, finally home.
and i think gomes left him skunky smell on me, dont get me wrong it was a friendly hug.
i think i'm like a lil kid to him. oh well. zac! you'd better be free soon! i want to play wiiiiiii.
and i miss roxy and your pasta, like the good old times.
anyhow, days have not been easy. sometimes i feel really strong. other times i'm just like
a total weakling. but my god is good.
rawr. i think i'm just ranting away today.
somebody pissed me off bigtime today please. for all the times you treated me like shit and
made use of my feelings, you still have the cheek to ask me for a chance. how many millions
of chances i had once given you, none treasured. you just don't get it. i am no longer as blinded
as i used to be. so seriously, stay away. my patience does run thin. i can be a friend, but stop
being so greedy. i wasnt the one who screwed up, you did.
well oh well. my first day stepping back into orchard again. weird right?
how i used to frequent those places so much, that i know it so well. now, i don't even want to
see an inch of it. then again, i managed. it felt good, yet upsetting.
met with nige in the day, wanted to go to polyclinic but it started pouring. so off to orchard
to meet steph. rawr. they left and i went to meet kamy. i am soooo hungry now cause i dint
have any dinner at all cause i was too full when kamy and i were at nydc for dinner.
bumped into andrew at taka, that joker, god i missed him, chatted awhile, left town, decided
to take a bus instead of cabbing again. walked home alllllll the way only to walk to out to
another bus stop again. haha. met gomes, rawr, another one i missed so much, took a walk
home with him but before that we walked rounds at the park annnnd, finally home.
and i think gomes left him skunky smell on me, dont get me wrong it was a friendly hug.
i think i'm like a lil kid to him. oh well. zac! you'd better be free soon! i want to play wiiiiiii.
and i miss roxy and your pasta, like the good old times.
anyhow, days have not been easy. sometimes i feel really strong. other times i'm just like
a total weakling. but my god is good.
rawr. i think i'm just ranting away today.
somebody pissed me off bigtime today please. for all the times you treated me like shit and
made use of my feelings, you still have the cheek to ask me for a chance. how many millions
of chances i had once given you, none treasured. you just don't get it. i am no longer as blinded
as i used to be. so seriously, stay away. my patience does run thin. i can be a friend, but stop
being so greedy. i wasnt the one who screwed up, you did.